Sweet Sundays

Isn't it funny how Sundays are gone in the blink of an eye.

Hell I blink all week long and nothing happens then.

On Sunday all I'm thinking is *God I have to go back to work tomorrow*.

I used to Like going back to some degree, well once summer is over what else do I do...lol

I dread every minute that passes by on the weekend and cant even enjoy that theses days.

I know its all the changes going on and It has to get better but that don't make it any easier right now.

Every Sunday night I stare at the clock trying to see how much time I have left till the alarm goes off....lol

Sometimes the sound of the alarm is worse than knowing your gonna half to get up.

I had this bright idea of getting this alarm that had about 6 different rings, the only problem is I still don't want to hear it.

I tried the ocean sound but I was afraid I might pee the bed instead of waking up.

Right now I have church bells that ring softly , getting louder the longer they ring.

I cant even stand that one now....Hopefully it doesn't effect my church going.

I thought Id switch up the alarm but Ill be damned if I remember how, maybe the Good Lord is trying to tell me something with the church bells.

I need an alarm that says, "Today is going to be a wonderful day, Only good things will happen to you, you will be upbeat and Happy all day" . I remember getting up for School as soon as I heard my mother say "rise and shine" and be full of life and ready for what ever the day brought me even though I hated school. I also remember my Mother trying to wake my sister Stacy up in the morning and Stacy would scream down the stairs (after mother called her 3x with no answer) in a blood curdling witchy voice that scared the neighborhood cats, "I'M UP!".

Damn that girl was evil in the morning...lol

The sad thing is I am becoming that girl the last 4 weeks or so...lol

Thank God Baby boy has been working 3rd shift.

I think the Dogs can sense it too as they hide in the living room once I put them out to Pee instead of following me around like 2 toddlers .

Ok tomorrows gonna be a good day , tomorrows gonna be a good day,tomorrows gonna be a good day!