I recieved this answer to my question from the last entry.
Sometimes you keep this dear to your heart in a box. Men cherish their love shaft and that is why they need a box.
Well imagine my shock, imagine my disgust,imagine my nose up in the air to the smarty pants woman who waited 43 yrs to tell me as I lay in a dark, cold, simple, blank space in the back of my empty head with innocense , with nieveness,and blondeness.
Damn it Ruth(my younger sister) Why wasnt I told? I wouldnt have given it away to all those past shaft packers had I known they just wanted me for my Box!!!!!