I have had a week I never want to see again...well parts of it.First I found out my PSP group was closing.
Then I found out someone in that group was using my name to an email she wrote as though I was aware of it and even had put my name on a link.
Sad thing is I think I may have talked to this person about three times over the last year....dont even really know her.
The email hurt someone tremendously as they thought I had been involved in the email and it looked as if I was deceitful... I still don't believe it all happened.
I wont go into detail but Tonight I realized that most of the group was upset and thought I couldn't be trusted because of it...and they still feel that way I am sure as I haven't talked to them nor do I know if they are willing. I was so upset I was shaking tonight. I damn near cried in frustration! The Person it hurt knows the truth now and I guess that's all that really matters but I some how feel like some one has kicked me in the face, or ripped my heart out. I just want to scream! This too will pass but I feel my character has been scorned and I worked to hard for it, even if it isn't perfect. I may have to open that home made bottle of Apple wine I have in my fridge to calm my nerves....lol
Which leads me to another story for this week
I Had an Apple for lunch Thursday.... guess what?
I had a reaction to that too!
I was considering using my eppipen after 2 benadryls didn't do the trick but instead took a 3rd benadryl and it worked.
Had to call Hubby to come get me as I couldn't drive and my speech was already slurring....this was a bad week...lol
On a good note today is my Anniversary and He is still the best thing after chocolate .
sorry for such a depressing entry but I needed to vent I guess
